how's mine, love showing it

I just wondering why as I got older (63 yrs) I developed a desire to see other guys cocks. I just don't want to see them, but I wish I could watch them jacking off and maybe be a little active and help them. I know how great it feels to touch my own cock and I just know it must feel great to handle someones else. I also feel like I want a friend to see my cock and watch me jack off. I get so horny when I fantasy about this that I go to a Dick web site and jack off.
I would never know how to approach my friend to see if he feels the same. It could kill our friendship and he just might think I'm crazy.
I know there must be a lot of other guys that feel this same way. How do we fill our fantasy?

I just like to be in the same room with other guys jacking off. I have seen it in porn and some jacking off on cam.
I am not interested in other guys except for watching them. Not sure what it all about but later in live I have developed an interest in other cocks.