I've been so bad into sluts getting fucked in the ass while a bunch of other guys pee on her that it disgusts me once I'm out of porn trance.

But even while I watch that smut, my brain says "no, you're not supposed to like that. She hates it and is just being used for others pleasure"... but at the same time my cock gets rock hard, demanding for more like if he's telling me: "You love it! Admit it!"

And lately my cock usually always wins. I spent a few hundred the last 2 months on incredibly dirty porn. And right afer cumming I usually say to myself: "this was the last time" - only to be back at it a few hours later.

Yes, i believe a lot of guys relate to those feelings. Offline I'm very respectful towards women but left alone with cock in hand they just become sex objects to be totally degraded and then after the deed is done sometimes a sense of guilt. Yet the conflict is often part of the appeal.

Your Brain says No, your Cock says Yes - to Kerry Katona. Nasty old pikey slag but what a wank

Yes I get exactly the same thing, when I start wanking I just get so incredibly bad and filthy, just can't be nasty enough, start calling the girls names and wanting every woman's asshole so badly. Then after the other me takes over for a while until the perv sides comes back, which it always does!

Yeah the perv side does seem to be very resilient!

It indeed is. Most intense feeling ever when porn trance is finally reached.

I feel this, as soon as I get in the mood I find myself getting off to the most depraved shit. I feel guilty afterwards, but at the time the rush is unbeatable. There's nothing better than cumming to stuff you know you shouldn't...
chrisj10345 on kik if you wanna chat about it lol.

Sometimes for us older wankers, it is the other way around!