Hi guys,

As probably anyone here, I enjoy masturbating a lot. I do it every day, watch lots of porn, and generally that's okay for me. You probably know once you are in "porn trance" nothing else matters - you get so incredibly horny that you just want to continue forever....

With that being said, I found something new that really got my blood boiling. It's clips of women getting fucked by aliens and tentacles. Like in hentai but with real people. It's so dirty and abnormal but my cock just wants more and more of it.

However once I blow my load to it, I feel so ashamed that I jerk of to something like this. Can anyone relate to that? It feels really bad after cumming, goes away once horniness kicks in again. It's like the brain takes control after cumming but before it's just the cock...

I fully understand the "porn trance" or "goon state", whatever you want to call it. I get in it every single day for hours which is my goal and I absolutely love it!

What I don't understand is any guilt or shame you feel for just getting off. It doesn't matter what it is that gets you off because, as long as it remains only in your head, your just getting off. Different things turn us all on at different times. We all go through phases with porn where, at the moment, this kind of porn or that kind of porn hits us just right and we consume tons of it then move on to something else. Nothing to feel ashamed about at all.

My suggestion is to just keep stroking through it. Soon enough it will become "normal" to you and just be another "arrow in your quiver" to help you get off. Never be ashamed of anything that just gets you off!

por yes i have been through the same roller coaster of emotions .so your not the only one

Excellent post. I think we all have been there. Our aroused head is different than our every day head. What arouses us can sometimes take us down a road in our minds we dont usually go. Pervy thoughts, porn fogged mind, taboo crazy arousals. Then we ejaculate and the guilt, shame , bad feelings pop in for short time. You think to yourself Why did I just go there. It is human nature to feel like that. Then you go right back when you are aroused again. As long as it is only in your mind and you get pleasure from it, it is all good. Enjoy it for the orgasm it gives you and then go on with your day

There is nothing to be ashamed of. People get turned on by what they get turned on by. Nobody is judging you or labeling you (other than yourself, that is.) If tentacle porn gets you off, that is great. As a gay man, cocks get me off.

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I can think of worse things to masturbate to than tentacle porn.

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Poryes, You have received some great advice here. So happy you posted your concerns and I sincerely hope you find away to free yourself from the guilt you're experiencing.

From how I was raised there was tons of guilt dumped upon me in my youth.

I too found those cartoons interesting. For me it was monsters fucking men with huge cocks.

I tired of it in due time and moved back to videos and stories that I enjoy reading.

I have great jack off sessions and move back into my real live of being a respectable husband, father, grandfather and a good person that helps run a non profit company.

Please don't let the guilt consume you, enjoy your body and be the good person that you are.

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True, same here,,,,it's an odd addiction to WANT to bate and edge for hours and then feel guilty

Been there too...I am so turned on by toon trans vids and other stuff, I dont understand why i keep going back,,,,but i do and edge for hours

I think as far as fantasies are concerned, anything goes, even dark ones. I don't think anyone has any real control over what they find sexually stimulating really. It's only when such fantasies are acted out that a line has been crossed, and then they become something bad. I think a lot of people can relate to the feeling of being ashamed afterwards, but I think it's that sense of conscience that keeps most people's dark fantasies in their heads, which is where they should stay.

I suppose we all have thoughts that would be considered not normal.
It's all in the mind and just the imagination working overtime and exploring.
Possibly the feeling of guilt actually adds to the pleasure, making you continue.

Absolutely agree, until we are all fitted with chips that read out thoughts whats in there is own on private property however dark and purvey. I don't think there is anyone who could honestly hold their hands up and say they have not had dark thoughts about something or someone and not only sexual.
Fantasies are what the word suggests and until someone crosses that line and they become reality then whats in our minds is completely acceptable.