I have had a similar thing. Started at 13 with regular porn as most people do. I made a Twitter account to do cum tributes when I was around 16 which took up a lot of my life. I was depressed and lonely at the time to be fair.

Then when I was 19 I became really fond of interracial porn for whatever reason, it was something new and fresh I guess. As time went on I stuck with it and began diving deeper in to it, focusing more on the BBC than the girl. Next thing you know, I'm looking at BBC Worship captions, paying girls to send me videos of them talking about their lust for BBC and enjoying it more than anything. I've been hooked on it for 5 years now and I still can't quit. When I'm in my normal life, I am ashamed of it. But when I'm bored, lonely and horny, BBC is all I want.

I came this morning so not sure why I am here again

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my habit had calmed down a lot but lately i found these mycircle rooms and now i just want to watch porn and jerk off all the fucking time again.

Hi. I would say first, I am in love with my cock. It's the greatest thing in the world to me. I'm nude at home most of the, and I'm constantly at it. What can I say? I'm totally addicted jacking off. I even love eating my come. Pretty much every time. It's also perfectly fine to jack off to young girls too. I have this one favorite, Lacey Teen Model from about 15 years ago with 1000s of pics. She's been about an hour per week for years. I bow down to her on the floor before I start. And porn, all porn, is wonderful. There's no reason to stop. I love everything from anal lesbins to BBC to bukkake. If you're feeling the need to stop, maybe talk to someone? There's no reason to feel guilty or to hold back. Stroking and loving your cock is what life's all about. So is edging and cumming to young girls! And have you ever watched GirlCock on Pornhub or any of the Gooner hypno videos there? It's awesome stuff and bound to help you to get over your desire to stop. Keep it up. Don't ever stop. The more the better.