Yeah, I feel the same and agree with a lot of the guys on here about the sex/no romance aspect. I honestly think cocks are beautiful. For me it's that I love my own cock so much, and spend so much time on it, that it's not so much of a stretch for me to think about stroking or sucking another dude's cock. I wish I had a buddy I trusted enough to get off with but that I wasn't so close with that I would get weirded out.