I've noticed that I get a strange pleasure from masturbating to pornstars who've died tragically. It's something I've noticed just recently, with news of Amber Rayne suddenly returning to all her videos, but now I see a pattern: Haley Paige, Britney Madison, etc. I'm not writing this to be a troll, or anything; I'm genuinely curious. Perhaps part of the turn-on has to do with degradation, and with the horrible, sad reality of their lives punctuates my imagination of a particular scene, maybe that adds to the pleasure? Again, my hope is not to troll; it's something I've noticed and I'm curious if anyone else has too, and if so contribute to a healthy discussion of what it's all about. Thanks.

That probably means you got something like a death fetish. I never thought about it.

I kinda understand you. There is a lot of pornstars who died and I still like them. Why would I stop wanking to their pics like it's not sexy anymore or something.

A zombie fetish is kinda weird but if youre jacking to pics and vids of them when they were still alive then i dont see any problem. I still spurt for Savannah, a very hot lady right up until she flatlined.

Savannah Gold? Yeah, her big fake boobies were outstanding.