I have never heard of a woman that won't do doggie style as a position. That's odd. What is her reasoning?

So let me see if I have this straight... You "love" the story of the time you raped your wife and fucked her in the ass against her will while she repeatedly said no and told you to stop?

You are a real piece of shit.

Back in the city and back at work now, but that was a fantastic little cottage vacation.

Managed on two seperate days to have a full on stroke to her completely naked lying out behind the sleeper cabin.

Though she never did anything, in the moment, to acknowledge she knew I was watching her and jerking off, she made comments before and after that it made it pretty clear she knew I was watching her. Seeing her completely naked, glistening in tanning oil was so incredibly hot. The first day, I managed to jered off twice to her, one right after the other because I was so insanely turned out.

It definitely makes it hotter knowing she gets such a kick out of showing off for me as well. The next thing I would love would be to watch her masturbate while she lays out. She did a lot of touching, putting on the oil and stuff like that but I definitely was fantasizing while stroking to her about the idea of her actually touching herself. Not sure how to make that happen. Going back up for at least five days in August. Can't wait.

Another day of just me and Julia at the cottage and she mentioned her 2pm tan again.

Can't

Fucking

Wait.

...And he's off to the city for a meeting.

I'm at the cottage right now. My dad just left to go golfing, I told him I messed up my shoulder last weekend playing (a lie) so I could stay behind. Just spent the last hour on the dock with Julia. She's in a tiny white bikini and I've been checking her out through my Ray Bans all morning and have spent the last hour hard as hell. I'm almost certain she hasn't noticed my hard on (I've been paying close attention to see if she has, or has even looked) but she has said, with really no reason to, that she is going to go tan up behind the sleeper cabin at 2pm.

The good news: I know she will tan naked back there as this is the exact same "set up" she gave last summer when I'm certain she was aware I was watching her and masturbating to her.

The bad news: My father will no doubt be home by 2pm, so going up there to watch her and jerking off through the window is much much riskier. She even said, less than a minute after she told me she would be tanning up there, that Dad will be home around 1pm and maybe we should call him to have him grab a lunch for us in town.

I'm totally confused. Is she excited about making this riskier, or is it all in my head? I'm in the sleeper cabin now, hard as a rock about to head back down to the dock. I swear maybe I should just jerk this off now and remove any desire to do something risky and stupid. This woman drives me crazy.

I know this isn't really the right place for it, but all of the posts about Julia are in this thread so I keep adding them here.

I received an email last night that makes me believe what I already suspected, that she knows I had sex with her friend.

She sent an email last night asking about this coming weekend up at the cottage. What was unusual was my Dad wasn't cc'ed on the email, which she always does. There was nothing overtly flirty or anything like that in the body of the email, but she did mention that we didn't really get to catch up or "have a lazy day on the dock" because Shayla was visiting.

I know I'm totally reading into it, but her mentioning Shayla just makes me wonder and her not cc'ing my Dad on the email is also curious because I looked back and she *always* includes him on emails so it makes me wonder if it wasn't a conscious choice.

I don't know whether it's all in my head or not.

I'm kind of reviving this thread again cause I have "sort of" a new Julia story and I've posted all of that stuff in here over the last few years.

This is sort of the first thing involving her that has happened since I last posted about her two years ago. Last year I was up at the cottage a few times, but i was always with my then girlfriend, so things were pretty normal beyond me checking out Julia in a bathing suit with my sunglasses hiding my eyes. She's 40 now, but the body is still *insanely* hot. She's a yoga instructor and in tremendous shape.

Admittedly, a few times last summer I was fucking Megan in our room while thinking of Julia because the day was a long slow tease seeing her in a bathing suit.

So flash forward - or back? - to last weekend. Sadly single again, I was back up at the cottage for the first time this season and, admittedly, I was looking forward to jerking off to her and hopefully getting a chance to see her tanning naked again. Last year, while there with Megan, Julia did not do her 2pm tanning sessions behind the sleeper cabin (cause Megan and I were staying in it, for one, and because her being naked with Megan there I guess was a strange situation.)

So I get to the landing and my Dad an Julia come down to pick me up in the boat and I'm a little disappointed to see that Julia's friend Shayla is with her. I was set to be at the cottage for five days and I was already thinking of excuses to leave early because it seemed like what I was looking for wasn't going to happen. That first night, after everyone goes to bed, I got pretty stoned out in the sleeper cabin and was thinking about what to do and the whole thing seemed ridiculous. I felt like a weirdo because I was literally planning a little mini-vacation around jerking off to my step mother and hopefully seeing her naked and who knows what might happen. The whole thing suddenly seemed like a cry for help and the notion that I was actually going to leave because it wasn't going to happen made it even worse. It was a "what the hell is wrong with you moment." I scraped plans to leave and just chilled out and mainly went golfing with my Dad.

Day three my Dad has to go back to the city. I'm pretty pissed off cause he doesn't tell me this til I see him getting ready that morning and I have booked five days vacation to spend with him and he's going to be gone for two of them - and for a bullshit reason, a former co-workers retirement party - so I'm pissed at him, but really, its pretty typical.

That night, me, Julia and Shayla have an amazing dinner and open a few of my dad's better bottle of wine and we end up out on the dock and I get both of them high. I had never smoked pot with Julia before, and neither of them had used a vaporizer before so it was fun. After we're stoned, both Julia and Shayla get a little more giggly and a little more goofy and eventually the topic of skinny dipping comes up. Julia tells a story I had already known about getting busted sunbathing topless on the dock a few years back and I'm feeling a hard on growing (it's dark so its not noticeable) cause they are talking about getting naked and the possibility of a skinny dip is being mentioned. I'm already thinking, holy shit, what do I do if they actually start undressing, do I go skinny dipping with my step mother, etc?

Sadly, it's not so much cold as a bit windy, and the idea doesn't get much traction. To my great disappointment, it's Julia that seems to be shooting it down and instead we play a few silly drinking games and after a little while, we vape a bit more and the girls start talking to me about my ex-girlfriend and what had happened. (We had dated 16 months. I cheated on her, I told her, she left.) The sexual conversation, especially about the cheating, was kind of arousing but it was a bit weird. It was really dark (slightly overcast) and as I said I was stoned (and briefly wearing sunglasses) so I wasn't getting a great read on either of them, couldn't clearly see their faces, so I wasn't sure if was flirty, imagined, weird or what.

Anyway, Julia - again to my disappointment - says she thinks she's gonna hit the sack and we all gather up our glasses and clean up. Up in the main cabin - in the light - we chat a little bit more and its playful and fun, but Julia is definitely different with her friend there - or shes just over the games we used to play - but shes not being flirty or anything, she's sort of involved in the talk, but it's different.

I go to my sleeper cabin and Shayla and Julia go to bed. Fifteen minutes later, I'm actually in bed, lights out in the cabin and there's a knock and my heart starts pounding. I go to the door and it's Shayla. She's in a t-shirt with no bra. (She has small but really perky tits) and a little pair of PJ shorts. She says she can't sleep and wants to know if I could get her high again. I get out the vape and start to pack it and she asks me straight out "Does pot make you horny?" I tell her the old expression "Stoned and boned" and she puts her hand on my cock. Now, I have known Shayla since I was probably 17 or so, so this is pretty surprising and actually quite hot. She's not gorgeous, but she's a good looking woman and for her age, she's 39, she's in great shape. Long sexy legs, really cute ass, tight body, small perky tits. Within seconds, she has my cock in her mouth. We end up fucking for almost two hours (too much booze, could't cum) and then she goes back to the main cabin.

I am certain - the next morning was not subtle - that Julia is acutely aware that we fucked, now what I really want to know is, did Julia *tell her* to go out and fuck me, did Julia encourage it, did she want it to happen, etc. I've jerked off a few times this week since thinking about Julia getting information from her about my cock, how I fuck, etc. It's turning me on like crazy. Thought I'd share here cause it's sort of a new Julia chapter.

I think this is complete and utter bullshit.

Why does she need to be insulted and degraded?

What is the point of calling her a dirty bitch?

What's wrong with you?